How do YOU feel TODAY?
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How do YOU feel TODAY?
...drop by anything you feel today guys… anything goes under the sun!!
...express yourself on how you feel today bout someone or...
...something that’s up on your senses.
just anything. FEEL FREE!!
...express yourself on how you feel today bout someone or...
...something that’s up on your senses.
just anything. FEEL FREE!!
How do I feel?....hmmm, right now after downing 6 full glasses of red wine and listening to Dove sono and Dhe vieni, non tardar sang by Kiri Te Kanawa and Cecilia Bartoli, I just really feel so mellow, at peace and kind a dreamy, so serene....their voices are just so beautiful, especially Kiri's ....
I am feeling soooooo..... frustrated!!! AAHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................... :cussing::cussing::cussing:
These management ppl says one thing and does another thing... (slap their faces)... and the worst part I have to answer to all the emails and phone call enquiries... They go for credits and pushing for problems.... Important information not properly disseminated and now pushing everything to me to handle.
If only I can become Kira from 'Death Note' they will get it
These management ppl says one thing and does another thing... (slap their faces)... and the worst part I have to answer to all the emails and phone call enquiries... They go for credits and pushing for problems.... Important information not properly disseminated and now pushing everything to me to handle.
If only I can become Kira from 'Death Note' they will get it
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I feel... a little bit bad... Cause I avoid all the places I know I have to answer comments and posts and other things... I'm just lazy... haha
I want to watch the next episode of HanaDan 2... but I know it will be out next week... and I have to wait. Life is sad...
I've been on holidays for about a week... with my family. So I can't really call it holidays... >.> cause my family is around me every day anyways... and they are bothering me so much sometimes... I'm a quiet person and sometimes I need some peace and time for myself... This kind of made me depressed a bit. ^^
But that's not the worst...
My brother was at home while we were gone. It seems he had a little party here... and... he let someone sleep in my bed!!!! Without even telling me... O.o
That's the worst. My bed is my sanctuary. It's the last place I still have some privacy... And now... he just let someone sleep in my sanctuary!!!! O.o
He thought I wouldn't find out... But I did!!! He's not good at hiding things... I'm so pissed...
I want to watch the next episode of HanaDan 2... but I know it will be out next week... and I have to wait. Life is sad...
I've been on holidays for about a week... with my family. So I can't really call it holidays... >.> cause my family is around me every day anyways... and they are bothering me so much sometimes... I'm a quiet person and sometimes I need some peace and time for myself... This kind of made me depressed a bit. ^^
But that's not the worst...
My brother was at home while we were gone. It seems he had a little party here... and... he let someone sleep in my bed!!!! Without even telling me... O.o
That's the worst. My bed is my sanctuary. It's the last place I still have some privacy... And now... he just let someone sleep in my sanctuary!!!! O.o
He thought I wouldn't find out... But I did!!! He's not good at hiding things... I'm so pissed...
I'm bored coz today I have to go working (I work in a bank) and I just would like to stay at home, staring at my pc-screen, waiting for the upload of the hardsubbed episode of HYD2... looool (thxs to SARS)
So, what prevent me from going crazy at work is... doramas??! lool because when I look them I feel relaxed ^^
Oh, my, just want to sleep and look hanadan... do U think I'm dumb? No, tired of the long-faced french society... (can we say that in English? Gehh... I'm speaking like a Domyouji... )
gosh! work in 2h30!!
So, what prevent me from going crazy at work is... doramas??! lool because when I look them I feel relaxed ^^
Oh, my, just want to sleep and look hanadan... do U think I'm dumb? No, tired of the long-faced french society... (can we say that in English? Gehh... I'm speaking like a Domyouji... )
gosh! work in 2h30!!
Let's see where do I start I feel like my life is going nowhere which pretty much describes how I've been feeling every day......I hate not knowing what's to become of my life and it just depresses me even more.... I feel like crying out at the top of my lungs but I always seem to smile and fake normalness....... I hate lying to my friends when they ask me if everything is ok...... I hate being the third wheel not because im the unwanted third but because it reminds me how alone I wake up every morning...... I want it to stop...... I feel that I can't take it much longer, my head feels like its going to explode, I wake every day wanting to go back to sleep because a new day means new problems and another round of the make belief that is my life........
In short I'm just a ripple in a sea of people who might feel slightly the same...... but who remembers ripples? People remember waves........
w/e I'm going to sleep I want to dream of a happier life...... maybe tomorrow's make belief will be better than todays
Oyasumi-nasai, minna-san
In short I'm just a ripple in a sea of people who might feel slightly the same...... but who remembers ripples? People remember waves........
w/e I'm going to sleep I want to dream of a happier life...... maybe tomorrow's make belief will be better than todays
Oyasumi-nasai, minna-san
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... Same here. I feel lonely, lost and stupid. And moreover, I can't keep control on anything... Well, doesn't matter... I'm just gonna watch tons of dramas until this evening, therefore I'll just put these thoughts aside, ne...Luthien-Archer wrote:i feel like an idiot..i feel lonely in my home and among my friends..
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i hope this doesnt sound obnoxious, but for some of you who really feel so lonely and depressed, if its every day, you might want to find someone to talk to professionally. sometimes those feelings are right, and sometimes they are just self inflicted and almost habitual. No one deserves to be unhappy all the time.
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hey, that's kind a sad to stop talking to your family because of your argument....I think your parents are just worry about you because they love you....why not breaking the ice and talking to them, even apologize to them....it won't be hurt to ask them "if it's ok if your boyfriend come and visit you at your place" since they don't want you to fly to him....just my 2 cents.DJ_Chopstix wrote:i feel...sad b/c my parents and I got into a fight a couple nights ago about me flying up to Delaware to see my boyfriend. family and i aren't talking at all
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i think the question is WHY did they get so upset? Did you lie where you are going? Is your boyfriend a serial killer? you need to make do, especially if this is someone you see yourself being with for a long time, because he wont go away and they wont go away, so something has to give.mimmi wrote:hey, that's kind a sad to stop talking to your family because of your argument....I think your parents are just worry about you because they love you....why not breaking the ice and talking to them, even apologize to them....it won't be hurt to ask them "if it's ok if your boyfriend come and visit you at your place" since they don't want you to fly to him....just my 2 cents.DJ_Chopstix wrote:i feel...sad b/c my parents and I got into a fight a couple nights ago about me flying up to Delaware to see my boyfriend. family and i aren't talking at all
goodluck.
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there's more to it then just going up to see him.nikochanr3 wrote:i think the question is WHY did they get so upset? Did you lie where you are going? Is your boyfriend a serial killer? you need to make do, especially if this is someone you see yourself being with for a long time, because he wont go away and they wont go away, so something has to give.mimmi wrote:hey, that's kind a sad to stop talking to your family because of your argument....I think your parents are just worry about you because they love you....why not breaking the ice and talking to them, even apologize to them....it won't be hurt to ask them "if it's ok if your boyfriend come and visit you at your place" since they don't want you to fly to him....just my 2 cents.DJ_Chopstix wrote:i feel...sad b/c my parents and I got into a fight a couple nights ago about me flying up to Delaware to see my boyfriend. family and i aren't talking at all
goodluck.
longggg story =__=
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that very funny, many ppl would like to see their life as a movie cuz the answer is right there.Goong:) wrote:ouch. well just stick it out for now and hopefully later on in life it works out. think of it as a k-drama and life will become much better
all i gotta say is, good luck and best wishes on your future. Plus u never know wat going on if you haven't been out there. so experience, that life.DJ_Chopstix wrote:they wouldn't even let me go to homecoming >.>
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Oh GOD I needed this really T___T
GOD I hate my self today ... Just today
I was very happy but this is the life ... it wont be happiness all the time <<<she is starting her lecture LOL
I got yelled at by my father T___T .. I LOVE U father I didn't know that u'll go home at morning ... So sorry T___T <<< as if he'll read this
I was going to the shopping mall with my older sister with her daughter and my aunt daughters ... but I got angry cous of my clothes ... GOD I HATE MY SELF TODAY
and I don't know what is with this Dump computer I am always cleaning after my niece ... I would be sooo happy if one month passes without getting any viruses in this computer of her ... I'll call Genes to record it for her
I am really frustrated
Also, I have to go today to the RULES house .. GOD why is my brother like that thous days T__T ... MOM come back soon ... I missed U ... & there is no one to defined me if ur not at home
Ohhhh I feel relieved .. I really like this thread ... thanks a lot for opening it
LOVE U ALL EXCEPT MY SELF TODAY
GOD I hate my self today ... Just today
I was very happy but this is the life ... it wont be happiness all the time <<<she is starting her lecture LOL
I got yelled at by my father T___T .. I LOVE U father I didn't know that u'll go home at morning ... So sorry T___T <<< as if he'll read this
I was going to the shopping mall with my older sister with her daughter and my aunt daughters ... but I got angry cous of my clothes ... GOD I HATE MY SELF TODAY
and I don't know what is with this Dump computer I am always cleaning after my niece ... I would be sooo happy if one month passes without getting any viruses in this computer of her ... I'll call Genes to record it for her
I am really frustrated
Also, I have to go today to the RULES house .. GOD why is my brother like that thous days T__T ... MOM come back soon ... I missed U ... & there is no one to defined me if ur not at home
Ohhhh I feel relieved .. I really like this thread ... thanks a lot for opening it
LOVE U ALL EXCEPT MY SELF TODAY
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I'm extremely tired today as usual, but I plan on going to the library after school and study there. I used to go to the library alot before, but not nowadays since I started Upper secondary school. But today I plan on going to the library and try it out if I can sit there and study. If it goes well, I think I'll go there from then on and study, instead of home. It's almost impossible for me to study at home. I'm like dead fish at home.. (too tired and well, you're at home and what can you actually do when your bed is that close to you?) x.x.
Anyway, it's this early in the morning and I hope my eyes and brain will open up soon. I think I'll go for a little walk around the school now..
Eh.. I just noticed that there doesn't exist any tired/sleepy/sleeping emoticons? Weird..
Anyway, it's this early in the morning and I hope my eyes and brain will open up soon. I think I'll go for a little walk around the school now..
Eh.. I just noticed that there doesn't exist any tired/sleepy/sleeping emoticons? Weird..
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