ARE YOU IN LOVE or NOT at ALL ??

Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:30 am Post subject: Post Rating: 0

I fell in love with a guy who I thought loved me too. But alas, he doesn't see me that way. Actually, I'm not sure if this is love. He's the most sincerest, nicest guy I have ever met. He's ridiculously random, quirky, bizarree, but to me, its all just so damn endearing and charming. I love all his eccentricities. His good and his bad, I could accept it all. Whenever we were together, I never had a sad moment. He always made me feel special. I thought he was the one. And even though I know he probably doesn't see me that way, I still think he's a great guy. I will always probably like (love?) him, but I'm okay without him too. I can only wait for the next guy.

Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 7:00 am Post subject: Post Rating: 0

I'm kinda like that:)wish I could be with him:)but again I might meet someone else

Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 8:19 pm Post subject: Post Rating: 0

Posted: Sat Oct 31, 2009 6:07 am Post subject: Post Rating: 0

I am in love. (;

I met him through one of my bestfriends, and this friend of mine had been obsessed with him two years straight. I wanted to meet him, since she described him so prince-like. So one day, I added him online on msn. I got to met him, and I find him really nice. Although it was just my first time talking to him, I fell in love. I was sure about this, but I never could tell my friend. She's one of those fragile girls, you could hurt her so much just by words you don't even mean, and I don't want to hurt her.

After a few weeks of liking him, I met this other guy. I went out with him and completely forgot about my friend's crush. And when I broke up with this guy, my friend's crush texted me out of no where. It was really unexpected. I was hurt and he tried comforting me, which made the feelings I had for him kick in. I felt like a total slut.

Seven months past. During those seven months, my feelings were playing with me. I liked him, then stopped, then back to like.

Last week I wanted to ditch school and go to some shops. My friends said it would be obvious if they went with me, so I went asking all these friends of mine to come with me, including him. So as planned, we ditched school and went to the movies. But at that time, I thought I lost my feelings towards him.

But I guess I was wrong.

After the day at the movies alone with him, the image of him kept replaying in my mind. I fell in love with him again. The only thing that's different is, I've fallen deeper. So deep that I can't admit that I like him to my close friends. It's been like seven months, and I could still like him? I never actually told him how I felt. I guess somewhere in my heart, there was a spot already covered by him.

My other friends think he has the same feelings towards me too, but I disagree with their thoughts. I just... don't think he does.

My friend (bestfriend mentioned earlier) found out that we ditched school together. She got so upset that she cried at school. She ignored me for a week straight, and I find this kinda stupid. She said she was sure her feelings to him were gone, and she didn't know why her tears spilled out.

And I, thought she was completely over him, which is why I asked him to ditch school with me. But really, I find myself selfish.

So right now, this friend and I had a fight. We are no longer friends. Don't you think this is just bullshit? I tried talking to her, but she would just ignore me. T_T

Posted: Sat Oct 31, 2009 7:08 am Post subject: Post Rating: 0

I`m not in love. Too be honest, I don`t even believe in love even tho I watch dramas.

Posted: Tue Nov 10, 2009 6:40 am Post subject: Post Rating: 0

Not in love at the moment.

Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 6:36 am Post subject: Post Rating: 0

I'm really in love Smile